1. Do I need permission to recite the supplication, i.e. (Ya Wahhab) you advised for sujud shukr after prayers? If yes, then we seek your permission to recite and also for the supplication (Ya Allah) for patience. If there is in any way a supplication that will help in having more kids and also to get rid of obsession (being captive to your past deeds) and supplication to reach higher heights in knowledge.
2. Whatever I tried I don’t wake up for morning prayers or I am lazy, which way will make my will stronger and be able to have the blessings you pointed out to me (forty nights after morning prayers each time I should recite “ya halim” but I was not able to do that. Now I am diagnosed with affective disorder and sometimes during the days I experience excessive euphoria and depression afterwards, this diseases have resulted in temper tantrums and also associated with irritability and aggression.